Early Valentines Gifts

Tin gave me her valentines gifts to me early, to not have any trouble of finding it out by her parents. I received a scrapbook, shirt, and inside the scrapbook there is a cd that contains 3 videos.

This is my couple shirt. Mine's "the groom", while her shirt is "the bride". I'm excited to wear these. I'm planning to take a picture with Tin wearing our couple shirt and then changing my display picture on Facebook.

This is the scrapbook. She told me that it took her a year to finish this.
She also added that she was doing this every night, around 10 pm onwards when her parents were asleep.

She made a bookmark so that I can place it on a page of the comic scrapbook.

The comic was about how we met, up to the point that we are going steady.

Only the important parts were drawn. :D 

So loving it!

She's talented. These are all her drawings. 

Well I'm also good at drawing male, though, not female. -_- 

I can't draw their upper body.

This is her couple shirt.

And this is the cd that contains the 3 videos.

I'm going to upload the videos when I have a faster internet connection.^^

After watching all the videos, I decided to accept the friend request of all my high school batch mates, including my ex-girlfriend in Facebook. Those short films changed me. Tin changed the way I handle my bitterness, and I want to thank her for that. The anger that I felt towards my ex and HS batch mates were gone.

Tin made me realize that the feelings and other things that happened to my past were just little compared what we are going through. She made me realize that I'm acting childish and selfish, which I need to let go. Seriously, I didn't expect this night to end this way, that I will accept again my HS friends and ex-gf.

All along... all those 4 years... blinded by hatred and sorrow..
All of those are gone now.
Thank you for changing me Tin.
I love you.
I'm so lucky to have you.
You made me realize more that I'm so lucky to have you.

:*

Pre-Graduation Celebration

My family and my close relatives celebrated my pre-graduation yesterday at King Bee. We talked about my upcoming graduation this coming June, experiences with thesis, and the work that I got with Deca Technologies.

All I can say is, thanks dad, mom, and of course, thank you Lord!

Clock Ticking : Valentines Day

Around 2 weeks from now, it will be Valentines Day. Rather than getting excited, I feel lonely and down. Well I have a girlfriend, so you might be thinking on why I'm still lonely. It's because of the sole reason that I have no money to have a surprise on her. I'm not exaggerating things, but as in no money. All of my money was used for my thesis. Gas, papers, inks, book binding, folders, clips, foods for defense, drinks for defense, ice for the drinks, utensils and stuffs for the food, and ... well I think that's it. I was looking forward to buy her flowers, teddy bear, some decorations in my car that has a theme of valentines day then I will let her see it, food for the date, and etc. Though it will just be a dream now. I don't even have enough money to buy flowers. -_- I'm in serious s***.. Her parents are also expecting a lot this valentines, since I had a banner last year. What's worst is that she has something totally awesome this vday. Well I'm happy, but you can't remove that fact that I'm more sad because I don't have anything for her. The only thing I can do is a letter, but I know it won't be enough. I'm not blaming Lord, since I have a lot of blessings like the job in will receive in Deca Technologies. Setting aside the "holiness", I feel useless.. Guess this will be the worst vday that I'll have. :( Hoping for a miracle.. ;(

Memories: I Miss You

I remember the day when I wasn't able to talk to her the whole day.
I was so worried because I didn't receive any text message from her.
From morning to evening I kept on waiting for her to be online.
At least before I sleep, around 9 pm, she was able to go online, and I was able to talked with her. <3

Another is when she cooked me a pasta. I forgot what its called, but it was so good!

Here's another picture of us while waiting to present our thesis.

Today, after we went to a place where we were able to get together, she gave me a letter.
D**n that so sweet.. Well seriously, I've really got to fix things early.
Job interviews + Upcoming Valentines Day + Her upcoming Birthday, things are getting serious.
I really love her, and I want to ask your help Lord for everything, like being able to get into the job, being able to surprise her in the said events.

Right now I miss her so much.
Thank you for your support from thesis to finding a job.
I love you, and I'm hoping you a good luck in your business also.
I want you to know that if you have problems, I'm here for you.
I'll listen.

Later I'll read the letter she gave to me.
And I also wish that I'll have the time to make my gift for her.
I love you! :)

Lord, thank you for giving me the best gift ever.. Tin^^

Thesis Documents

Finally! I'm now graduating.
My thesis is called Green Route.
Basically it is a document tracking system for the purchasing process of De La Salle Canlubang.
My team made this for a year, starting form Research and Methodology (RESMETH, 1 term), to CS Thesis 1 (CSTHES1, 1 term), and then finally CS Thesis 2 (CSTHES2, and another 1 term).
* 1 term = 4 months

Nine System Analysis and Design (SAD).
Nine Technical Documentation (TD).
13 User Manual (UM).

I don't have any classes now. I'm just fixing some documents in the school like the "Intent to Graduate", then after that I'm going to apply for work. :D

Oh, and by the way, all of these are SCRATCH PAPERS.

Ever wondered how big is this? *Scroll down*

Oh yeah!

I'm so proud of myself and my team. :)

Well, the problem is.. what am I going to do with these scratch^^..

Some Random Happenings

Well yesterday our thesis adviser agreed that we may now book bind our thesis.
This means that we are now safe in our thesis.
At night, we did few revisions, then printed the original documents.
By the way, we have 3 different documents; System Analysis and Design (SAD), Technical Documentation (TD), and User Manual (UM).

Before doing the revisions, my thesis mates bought 3 red horse (the so called Mucho). While modifying the documents, I was forced in a peer pressure to drink, because they keep on forcing me and saying stuffs.

We had 3 pitchel of Mucho. In 1st pitchel, I'm driking with them every one round.
Then in the 2nd pitchel, since I'm feeling dizzy and acting funny, they decided that I should drink every two rounds.

I'm not sure if I'm drunk already, but I really know that I'm acting weird. The funny stuff here is that I don't even know on why am I doing it. Damn, it was my first time. I can really feel that something is not right, but I'm happy.

I'm laughing in every small things.
Talking weird with my thesis mates.
Noisy.
And etc..

We went home at Julian's place to end the night.
Around 1 am, I woke up and really not feeling well. Maybe this is what they call hangover. I keep on going down in the bathroom, because I'm feeling really weird. I can't sleep anymore even though I close my eyes. Also, I thought I was sick because I'm chilling. Well thank God I'm not sick now. Moving on with my story, I'm just closing my eyes for around 4-5 hours, then the worst thing happen.

I went in the bathroom, and really feeling that I'll throw up. It's already in between my lungs, but there's nothing that is going out. I sat there for around 30-40 mins, and damn, seriously, I'm feeling sick.

Around 6 am, Julian's grandmother saw me in the study area, right beside the bathroom. We talked about some stuffs including the drinking that happened. She told me to drink a coffee without milk so that I'll feel ok. After some time, I'm feeling a little better, until I'm all well now.

Well, another story that I have is something to do with my career.
In about a few weeks or so, I'm hoping that I'll graduate.
Though what really depresses me is that, my friends were asked to work in the ojt company that we all went. Yet, I was the only one who was not asked. It kinda hurt me because maybe, even though I gave my best during those times, I was not really good for them. I worked hard in the module that they gave me, and yet, I'm not being acknowledge.

Well, maybe I deserve this in a way that I don't know.
I just really hope that I'll be given a 2nd chance to improve myself..
Oh well..

Sakit

Deserve ko na mangyari sa akin ito.
Hindi kasi ako marunong magbigay importansya sa mga taong nagmamahal sa akin eh.
Parati na lang akong busy, na dahan-dahan nawala ang lahat sa akin.
Sa ginawa mong ito sa akin, wala pinagka-iba un sa pakikipagbreak sa akin.
Ang sakit sakit lang talaga.
Nakakapagod umiyak..